June 10, 2004 - 23:09
it finally worked!
an hour or two ago i remembered that nothing is going to change, that every day is going to be nearly identical to the others until i die, since right now it doesn't seem like i'll ever leave.
but i need to ask my dad about that car. i'm an okay driver but i don't know about the knowledge test, because the manual is so incredibly boring that it's like my brain won't even let any of it stick. eh. i don't feel like doing anything..no, i feel like doing things, i feel like i have to force myself to read and watch movies and sit around and clean.