July 19, 2004 - 12:46
can't sleep. i rearranged books and movies, checked the mail five times, watched five or six hours of six feet under and three movies, played computer games, went online, threw away a dozen coke cans, ate twice, wrote..everything.
in this book i just read this guy had all this money saved up because he thought he was getting married, but his girlfriend ran off with someone else so he spent it on a trip even though his car had just given out. i think i'll travel because even though it's impractical it will last longer..even though i wouldn't have to buy plane/bus tickets and hotel rooms then. but that would probably take up all the money, and then i'd have to get a job, and i'm a lazy antisocial brat who won't leave the house unless it's for the next state over.
are there actually white weasels, and do any live in north carolina? it seems out of place now, and maybe i was just hallucinating from lack of sleep again.