December 17, 2004 - 23:25
my sister and her friends used my camera to take pictures of themselves flashing gang signs and grabbing their tits..i officially hate everyone under the age of 18. they also like taking fake playboy-type photos in their underwear.
i've been really edgy the past couple of days, crying a lot and getting disproportionately angry or nervous about things.
started making a merry christmas sign for my mother, even though she wants a burnt cd. shopping is fun, making things is fun, downloading music is boring and tedious.
my mother, grandmother and i are going to this tomorrow. it's going to be gorgeous and make me not want to die for a while. i'm dyeing a dress i bought online for it..it has flowers on it and i'm dyeing it black and then bleaching the flowers later on. afterwards, because i'm worried i'll ruin it.
brookgreen gardens is incredibly pretty and i'm going to wander around the grounds most of the time.
rebekah b(oles). on myspace! the filthy site pays off. we had classes together until seventh grade, when i called her one day and got the "this phone line has been disconnected" message. i didn't know her very well since i was really or more quiet and insecure at that age, but i liked her and thought she was really cool. she was in all the honors classes and was pro-choice before i even knew what abortion was, and, obsessed with cats. yeah. i'm going to write her back now.